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If you say your job is something you "don't plan in doing forever", then why are you doing it now? ---Simon Sinek

如果你說，你做的是一個你「並不想一直做下去的工作」，那你為什麼現在還在做呢？  

Why you do what you do now? What a simple sentence but It may have been a life long question to ourselves. I am doing what I do now because....I love what I do. That should sound just right to the answer, if there is ever an answer.

你為什麼做這份工作？一句極其簡單的提問，卻能讓人花一輩子的時間思考。我做這份工作是因為....我很喜歡！假如解答存在，我想這是聽起來最正確的回答。

Why are you still doing this job？come on, you know you deserve better! Thank you, but I need time, a common reply with smile and it's greatest politeness. 

Isn't it a compliment like  severe accusation that never make people feel better, oh！it's definitely worse. 

你為什麼還在做這種工作？你知道你值得更好的！極其禮貌和和善的回答通常伴隨著道謝，用需要時間來摻和著回答。

難道那不像嚴厲指控般的讚賞，只會讓人有趨近於糟糕的感覺。

"Know him the Person who is to be realized,

So that death may not cause you sorrow"

去認識等待被瞭解的人，

如此，

死亡便不再令你悲傷

                                        泰戈爾 Tagore

"Life is the scale upon which is measured the depth of a man's soul"

人生是測量一個人靈魂深度的刻度。

You will not work this hard if it all seem too easy to be gained, and that I am very much agreed.

It may be just right to apply in everything you could have imagined, like us chasing over something in life, that is almost without posibility to have.  

無可否認的，任何於想像所及之物，若是唾手可得，便一點也不耐人尋味。我們一定都在追尋著，那幾乎無法擁有的一切。

Not knowing when the Dawn will come,

I open every Door, 

Or has it Feathers, like a Bird,

Or Billows, like a Shore ──

無法知道曙光何時來，我打開每一扇門，是如鳥有羽，還是如岸有濤 ──

----The Poems of Emily Dickinson

If you can't do any better, dont you dare to scoff. If there is a way I can show you you, that surely will walk you into the world of shame.

 如果自己無法做的更好，嘲笑別人是很可笑的。如果我可以把你的樣子，完整的呈現在你面前，我確信那會讓你感到羞愧。

"What really matter is this, here, now, nothing else is guaranteed."

活在當下才是最重要的，除此以外的事，任誰也無法保證。

I was thinking how my day of exploring in Sanshia can be shared the way I like, to express differently I hope then decided to drop my thought of writing it like travels note since you would spend no time find similar else where. First of all, we were planning to visit Emperor Temple of the trail and Thousand Island Lake since a month ago but changed that mind of a sudden to YuanShan thinking there might be heavy rain hitting in that morning. So, here we started our day with a little suprise but happy after all with a sun shine through the end of our day. 

希望這個分享，能不太一樣。原本一個月前就計劃要拜訪的皇帝殿和千島湖，在一個看似會下狂風暴雨的早晨的逼迫下，讓我們最後決定去三峽鳶山。雖然一大早就改變了計劃，但幸運的是一整天都有陽光作伴。

After a long waiting for a table of 4 for this ZhaoDian Breakfast club, we finally had some food before climbing.

找點早點的四人桌讓我們等了一陣子，爬山前終於吃到食物了

你不會『因失敗而痛苦』，除非你活在一個只崇尚成功的傳統中。

在有『贏』的傳統中才會使人『輸』得很苦。

不快樂本身並不是什麼難題；在很多關係中，它甚至要算是一種榮耀。

為一個深愛的人而哀傷，顯然就是這麼回事。

-----Relational Being, Kenneth J. Gergen 

I always doubt if anything at all is meant to be seen in a certain way？ or more to that, people with the label of "good" should not be too greedy, not too sad, can't be lazy, who shouldn't linger in drinking or gambling actiities or etc. Or, people who once stydied abroad will normally sentenced right away to death with the lable of "rich" and nothing more persuasive description could wipe that out.  

我常常懷疑，是不是人們對於很多事的感受和看法，都有固定的理解模式？或者是說，有著好人標籤的代表，就不應該太貪心，不能太悲傷，也不可能是怠惰的，也幾乎不該流連於酒池肉林的生活等等。另一種比喻，像出國留學的人，應該會直接被“有錢”的標籤判處死刑，並且再沒有更說服人的話可以剔除它。

 " I am an expression of the devine, just like a peach is, just like a fish is. I have a right to be this way.  I can't apologise for that, nor can I change it, nor do I want to" 

   就像一顆桃子，一尾魚，我的存在也是上帝力量的展現。我有權利做我自己，我無意為自己的模樣道歉，我也不想。

---Alice Walker  (The Color Purple)

 I'm not sure who is setting the rule for this world, and just like that, we all happen to know by heart the right is appeared to be right and the wrong is desinated to be wrong.

我不確定是誰在為這個世界設定規範，但大家似乎都對分辨對錯這件事，有著與生俱來的能力。

Although we are fully awared of this that each of us are unique and different, and we should love who we are and respect whoever seem not to be that much alike. We still can't help to restrain that differences from our confort zone, and call that "open minded" to filter according to preference.    

儘管我們都知道每一個生命個體都是特別的存在，就算他們與自己的認知有所差異，也應該愛自己然後尊重別人。但我麼還是無法自拔的把“差異”抑制在我們的舒適圈外，用喜好來篩選自己可以接受的“差異”之外，還以為這就是"開明"的表現。

Have you ever spent some years time with someone who was once your best   and forever friend but you never understand the reason? By that I mean he or she is now probably a familiar stranger to you, and ironically the status may stay forever. 

不知道你們有沒有這種不知道為什麼會變朋友的好朋友？曾經還以為會一輩子一起很久很久，但現在卻像是陌生人一樣，曾經了解彼此，而後的人生卻再也沒有交集。

 Do you guys know this feeling when you are speaking like yourself but more bravely. To be precisely, It is definitely not like showing off on how well you can speak one language, it's about how good you can express yourself in that. More surprisingly, you will find learning something desperately actually helps you to be more like you along the way. 

 你們知道那種明明是一般的談話，卻比平常更勇於表達自己的感覺嗎？ 準確的來說，那絕對不是一種炫耀說話技巧的方式，重要的是怎麼表達自己。你會很驚訝地發現，當你非常執著的學習某樣東西的時候，這些過程會讓你變的更像你自己。

We are more likely to be shy in expressing our own theory or stands in crowds. I was one of them hiding myself with silence and thinking  it is a courtesy of politeness or you may call it an excuse out of fright. I tasted that sense of fear for very long time and one day, I finally decided to get the hell out of it.

我們大都傾向羞於在大眾面前表達自己的立場或理論。我曾經也用慣了沉默來躲藏，以為那就是一種禮貌的表現。或者，你也可以說是過度害怕而找的藉口。長久以來，害怕表達自己這件事成了枷鎖，終於有一天，我下定決心要離開那黑暗的像地獄一樣的地方。

We all have a dream that is very huge or somewhat impossible to complete. Sometimes it's bigger like to be a millionaires or a small wish, just to have a good sleep tonight. I figure what really matters is what we pay off in getting closer to the word we call 'Dream', it isn't about dreaming.

我們都有夢想，很多時候它們都像是不可能實現的夢。有時候大到像立志成為百萬富翁一樣困難，或者，渺小到只是希望今晚可以睡個好覺，如此而已。我想最重要的是我們到底實際付出了什麼？讓我們可以一步一步靠近所謂的'夢想'，而不是僅止於在做夢。

On Friendship

When you part from your friend, you grieve not,

For that which you love most in him may be clearer in his absence,

as the mountain to the climber is clearer from the plain.

與朋友分別時，你也不會悲傷

因為當他不在身邊時，他那些你最喜歡的特質會更加清晰，

正如同登山者在平原上望著山峰，顯得格外分明。 《The Prophet》----Kahlil Gibran

I god damn miss you my dearest